Tips from an escort....

I will try to post a tip here (almost :)) every day:

April 23: in the follow up of my previous tip, even in this world, it's good to have a secondary job, even if its in the porn industry too. Actress/model, dancer, massager...w/e. Have your backup! And don't create big gaps in your CV. Whatever suites you best, erotic or non-erotic...(e.g. waitress, cleaning lady, sales person...)

April 21: always have a backup, most working girls (if not all) have this as primary job, but not as ONLY job, just have a (financial) backup for yourself. Have a daytime job, not only good for your monthly income, but also for you later life (40 and above...).

February 24: as an experience escort i can tell you this; don't let the job overrule your life, have your priorities straight and be straight with yourself. Reflect your life as you, and not as escort...in the end, its just a job.

January 12: in following of the previous tip, if you can renew your ad, make sure you do it on the busiest time of the day (let say between 8PM and 10PM). Also make sure the search engine of the ad site can find you...name several keywords (hidden) in your text.

January 10: if you use ad sites, like me, then here are some tips..make sure you provide the reader with at least the following; body measures, specialties, cities you'r available to, rates and contact info...and of course some nice photo's...

December 25: keep your holidays free, not much to do anyways (escort wise).

December 9: Be careful not to let your clients enter your private life too quickly, i don't say its not possible to let your clients be friends, but just don't rush things...since a client escort relation is in most cases not a good base for an friendship...

December 6: NEVER forget the good experience, use them in lesser times...its keeps you on track.

December 5: keep track of every client (especially if you do this legally), travel expense, time of arrival, place, time of the appointment...

Oktober 29: safety tip, make a blacklist with phone numbers (or other contact info). A lot of these lists are already online. www.fakerslijst.com or www.fakerslijst.nl or on the kinky.nl forum, but its always good to make one for yourself.

Oktober 28: stop wasting time on endless conversations. SMS and email...keep it simple. Clients that tend to overwhelm  you with sms and email, never make an actual appointment...(they mostly just like chatting with you...)

Oktober 27: in memory if the event of losing my cellphone last week, keep an backup of everything, address book, contact list, appointments...and everything that could be important or useful!
(believe me, without your cellphone, you'r nothing at all..)

Oktober 26: Eat your veggies and fruit every day :)!

Oktober 23: another cheesy tip maybe, but here it is...never trust anyone (at least not the people you barely know). People tend to lie when they are in fear...

Oktober 20: if you do in call (receive clients) then give them an address in the vicinity of your actual address, and let them call you when they'r there...then lead them to your place. (to avoid fakers, and risks)

Oktober 19: never talk about other clients. They probably know that you had another client before him, but do they need to hear that? No!

September 26: If you have your own driver, then for 'emergency' purposes, make sure you have a backup of everything you need in your car (i.e. extra make-up, deodorant, lingerie, condoms and lubricant...) to avoid surprises.

September 23: make sure your agenda is up to date. Plan every thing ahead and keep track of changes.

September 20: in this job you also have professional secrecy...never talk about private information, names, addresses, phone numbers. Always keep details in the distant.

September 7: If work becomes too much, never hesitate to call out for help !

September 6: if you hear or read a tip thats useful? remember it! :)

September 4: stay in full control, never let your work take over your life. Bad experience? Try to get over it. Good experience? Remember them and use them in your further career.

September 1: be honest, to yourself and to your clients...surprises are never good...better safe then sorry...

August 30: listen too your body, if it say's NO, then it is NO...don't overdo stuff and don't force things...

August 27: if you do this...legally, like me...make sure you save every  receipt so you can get your taxes back!:) (works also with travel expenses btw)..

August 25: for all you starting dutch escorts here is a good site: http://rodedraad.nl/index.php?id=1500

August 24: even in your busy lifestyle, keep your things organized, clothing, toys, make-up...make sure that when you need it, it is there for you...so you avoid surprises...

August 23: Try to take your rest before going to a client, it'll calm you down and making you more comfortable with a client, thus making him more comfortable...

August 22: another cheesy tip maybe, always make sure you have your cellphone battery charged before you leave (for a client). Without you cellphone it's almost impossible to do your job.

August 21: relationships and boyfriends are stressful think twice before getting one...

August 20: if you travel by car, make sure you check if you can park free, or you have to pay a parking fee.

August 19: never let the negative experience get you, one thing has nothing to do with the other. Even if you have one after the other, never give up what you like to do!

August 17: if you have ANY feeling there could be problems, end your appointment, text or call your driver and have him pick you up as soon as possible, make sure you have everything and leave the room/residence as soon as possible, walk a few blocks and don't let him follow you. Don't let it come so far, stay on top of the situation, and stay calm...

August 15:  be enthusiastic; over the phone, in your emails and of course in real life contact. Especially the first contact with a client. It gives the client the feeling he's talking to his girlfriend and makes it more personal.

August 13: find out what the client wants, and make sure you give it to him. Always ask his intimate sexual fantasies and make sure you'r prepared for it.

August 12: keep your work and social life separated...have two wardrobes, two cellphones, two agenda's, two  sets of lingerie and most importantly, have 2 sets of toy's...one set for your private endeavors, and one set for your clients! And never let the two meet!

August 11: have backup plans, for instance, when you have planned an outdoor date, and it's raining, have a place to go instead...always have more options then needed...you'll never know.

August 10: cheesy, but very important, take your rest, learn to say 'no' i a fashionable way...clients come and go...every day...so don't worry about not having work...

August 9: never leave traces of you with a client, don't wear girls perfume or deodorant, never leave clothing items or (used) condoms...check if you have everything you came with before you leave.

August 8: check your bag first, always make sure you have at least the following:
make-up, hairbrush, enough condoms (depends on the duration and your clients wishes),
lubricant, some nice toys, cellphone, deodorant (man preferably), extra pair of lingerie.

August 7: make sure the client is as comfortable as possible, give him an erotic massage first.

August 6: stay low profile in hotels, make sure you know your way to the room.

August 5: always check in with a client, text message or quick call, to make sure ever thing is ok.

Interesting deal....

I haven't had may clients this month, since i'm still waiting on my permit. I had some photoshoots, which was very nice! I love to do that too, just got some nice results back from my last shoot in R.

Two days ago i visited my friend in B. which was really nice indeed. And later another friend called me to 'share' some physical attention, which was also really nice. So i've bin a bit busy this weekend.
Tonight i'm having an interesting date, with someone i've bin visiting a few times this year now, he got an interesting deal, which i couldn't resist...more on that later.

I've bin advertising on the web since a few years, not only for my escort, but also as a model. Which is a good alternative income source. But even there you have the critics, people (photographers) that write about you, good or bad...overall i do have a nice review score...almost all positive reactions. So i keep up the good work on that one.

So tonight a date in D. near Venlo, for two hours approximately. With a nice man in a quite village...i've bin there a lot this year.
As an escort i get payed for my services, in almost all cases with cash...i don't have a pin or credit card terminal so you cannot pay with plastics. But he had some interesting idea to pay me with something else. Not with money, but with something i could use at home. To save me the trouble of buying it myself, he has it and gives it in trade of my regular rate. I've never done that before, but i'll give it a try. Since it's one of my regulars i'd give it a go.

From previous years i've experience difficulties with working at daylight...especially at summer daylight...i just cannot get myself in the working mode then...(since i'm always in the 'relaxed-enjoy-the-summer-sun' mode) Thats why i work a lot less as escort in the summer and a lot more as model, since outdoor (erotic) shoots are really fun to do! And i save the exclusivity as escort for the colder and darker months of the year.

That doesn't mean i don't work at all, just not at daylight...if the sex keeps going on, then so am i.

From escort to photo model, to regular girl?

So the last couple of weeks i haven't done much escort work, since mostly i've bin busy with my private life (yes i do have one...). First my dad is in a very bad condition that threatens his life, and need my support more than anything now. And secondly i'm laying a bit low on escort and model work since i'm still waiting to continue according to the regulations.

I had my last client a few weeks ago and it was great! I have no meaning whatsoever to quit this job. How hard it is...coping with critics, health, clients and all..it still is a wonderful job.

I've done a few photoshoots lately which had some interesting results. But even my model career has taken a bit of a drop now...i'm still waiting on the nice summer weather were we can do outdoor shoots. But so far the weather in Holland is still questionable.

My regulars keep me busy fortunately, but i'm still looking for a 'daytime' job, to fill in the 'empty holes' in my life.

But don't worry, I'm still miles away from retiring,.  I'm mid 20's so still young and fresh. Marriage? Kids? Yea, but later...first things first. I still love my job. But since my private life needs me too, i put my escorting on a lower priority.

Yesterday i had contact with a dear friend of my, in July i'll be going to Bangkok with him. I'm already very excited about it. My first vacation this year outside of europe.

Unfortunately i don't have much to report now that i'm not working that much anymore, but just wanted to let you know that i'm still alive and breathing.

Fakers, guild and sex...

For some, visiting an escort brings up feelings of guild. Since some men have a wife and children.
Or, the girl isn't what they had expect...then what do you do, you leave her? Or just go with it, ask her to put a bag over her head...?

When i was working in Amsterdam, most guys are very direct, and say what they have in mind. And some indeed just leave you, saying whatever is the truth.

Nowadays, here in T. most men i met are very polite...some too polite, when you hear them saying A, and  see them meaning B. I mean...of course you could lie about the 'date' and the reasons...
A few days ago i had a man from T and made an appointment at noon, so far so good...but when he entered my residence he had immediate feelings of guild... First stating that i'm not his type...well i can buy that, since thats a personal opinion...then saying his guild feelings against his wife and children..Add up all those feelings...and not longer then 3 minutes he left again.

Why seeing an escort if you'r not going to have sex...Guild, regret, 'not my type of girl'...are primary keywords.

So as an escort you have to deal with these feelings too, they'r not just the clients feelings.
Guild is a feeling i have the most, you learn to deal with it, but again your f*ckin an unknown man and getting paid for. Since i'm also just a person trying to make a living...if i'm let down or anything, it hit my feelings too...starting to ask, what my problem is, is it me...bad breath, wrong clothing? Too tall / too short, perky tits?...all common questions i get no answer too...Until a good event fades out the bad ones, i'm stuck with those feelings.

In conclusion, I'm just a girl, as fragile as any other, as it comes to feelings...i try to learn to deal with them, but then again...i guess no one really can...

A daytime job?

Since my official warning, i had pretty much nothing to do...but just keep on searching for a new apartment. In the mean time i'm just sitting here doing my usual stuff....except escorting.

Most girls have side jobs, altho in the same erotic scene i do, they do have side jobs, like erotic dancing, pole dancing, cam girl...for me its not a bad idea to find something else to do....anything preferably sex-based. Giving advice to ex-escorts to get back on track, or just give advice to couples coping with sexual difficulties.
Relying for a hundred pro cent on my escort work isn't going to get me any further in life...i've seen anything and done almost everything. Don't get me wrong; I'm NOT going to stop as long as i still stand on both feet. I'm just thinking of entering a side road of my career. As a workaholic, taking a day off, or not having any work (clients), is horrible. Sitting at home waiting for the plants to grow, isn't really my thing. So i've started looking for 'side-jobs'. Maybe starting a clothing shop, in erotic clothing, or selling erotic toys. Giving workshops...

As i still writing my book, which is far from publishing but still have progress on, i want to do something different.

As i said, most colleagues have other jobs too, from pole-dancing to just a daytime job, call center / shop assistant..anything...isn't a bad idea to do...in the meantime...

At least till i get my permit and can start working full time again..!

400 hours and counting..

So last week has bin busy, unfortunately not with the things i hoped doing....

I got a place in Breda for my company to settle, only temporary but its a place...i can finally submit my request for a license, so if they'r willing to give me one, i'm back on track within 2 month max.

Still without any clients, i have to find something else to do...which is hard, since this has bin my 'hobby' for a long time now, i forgot how to have fun on other bases. Go out and watch a movie, or visit friends....like i have to learn to walk again.
As i mentioned before, if something becomes a routine, be careful, that routine will take over your life.

Tomorrow i will sign the papers and contract needed for the apartment. Its very large, about 200 square meters. But since i will only do my administration there, i have a lot of 'spare' room...with lots of opportunities. I have an appointment at 10AM, so i will have the rest of the day off, to do my usual chores.

Since sex is what i call, my primary life support...i can safely say i'm addicted, i need it...more then air, sort of speak. So i'm not called a nymphomania  for nothing...last week i had a nice turn of events. I met a  man from R on the internet, we'r just teasing, like i usually do on the net, and am very good at btw. Only to find out that he wasn't joking around,..that he actually wanted to travel the 136km to see little old me, to safe me from drying out...to 'deflower' me after this long. Yes, its bin 408 hours ago since i had my last good fuck.
Anyways, he wanted to meet me and drove the 130plus kilometers to 'help me out' on my little addiction problem. And he did! Very good actually. After a couple of good orgasms and a hot shower he left me as i was, satisfied and full filed...ready for the next 400 sexless hours, if not more...

Oh and recently i've visited friends from B. again, which was very nice. The more i spend time with them, the more i will learn about other things in life, beside sex. They are, as am i of course, just regular people that shop at the marked and go on vacation. I don't have many friends in the escort scene...so this is very nice! Now i can share both my personal life and my work life with them. Which is nice, since everyone has to share things in life... no matter how weird they are...in this life as an independent escort you life a very solitary life. Nothing wrong with it, but who you going to tell about your good days or bad days...your good or bad experience or what you've learned at your job. Or about your feelings.
Since, this is a very intense job to do, an escort has probably more emotions and experience to share then most other jobs...

I always ask clients about their deepest fantasies, and that nothing is strange to me, almost anything goes...but i never get the same question back...my last client did, and what is my deepest fantasy...i've seen so much that most of my 'todo' is already worked on...or 'checked'.
I thought about it and wrote some fantasies down...which was very hard to do. But i got a few good ones!
And if you want to find out what those are, just write me and i'll show you....

336 hours without sex....

Its bin exactly 14 days ago since i had my last client...the last time i had to do the routine, the last time i visit a stranger for some company,.....the last time i had sex!

Yes, i feel scared, it's bin so long, i wonder if i forgot how to do it.
I'm anxious to work again, yet i don't have my 'wings' back. Should i do it illegal, should i take the risk? No...i will not...i'm just going to find a way to deal with it...find another hobby or something..

Since i moved in with my friend, we had a lot of arguing about the most stupid things. We have both different jobs, and work both different hours. So the tension is getting high sometimes. Altho we do share a bed, there isn't much sex going on, which is a pity since I'm kind of addicted to it. I know a good fuck will loose that tension a bit, but still until 2 weeks ago i was satisfied with what i got from my job.
Like i said, i have a weird feeling since i stopped working, a weird tingling feeling between my legs...is it just the feeling of missing something between my legs or is it more...

I wake up at 8AM, get to bed at 10PM, it all feels safe, it almost feels like having a normal daytime job. I do groceries, chores, shopping for clothes, go for a walk...all things that normally disrupt the routine, now feel very safe...can i still operate in the big bad scary world called escorting? Or am i too scared now...

The biggest fear i have is, forgetting how to do it...and i'm not talking about sex...since thats just like riding a bicycle (with the right company, it can be very pleasurable), i'm talking about the routine, i've bin doing this work since 5 years now. Almost non stop. Which is killing...i took my rest now and then, but mostly the clients come and go and come and go. But this feels different. I know its 'only' 2 weeks and i have bin away for even more weeks in my past.
If you do something that is so simple, you may forget how to do it...since its melted in your sub-conscience and you live on the automatic pilot. But if that automatic pilot gets a break, you, the actual pilot, get's thrown in a big pile of [....] you cannot get yourself out of that easy and thats where it gets messy...almost like an addiction.

This empty feeling i have, physically and mentally, this feeling i cannot place, i cannot fill up. Is my work an addiction? Am i addicted to my work? Yes i am. But is that a good thing...only if you learn to deal with it, learn to control it. Something i haven't learned since 5 years, apparently.

I guess i'm trying to say is; Don't loose yourself in the pitfalls of your own job. Just keep going until you get it right, until the routine becomes a challenge again. And keep things real, have your breaks at reasonable intervals and stay 'down to earth', thats the only way to 'survive' this job and your 'automatic pilot'.
When i'm 45 and look back at my life as an escort AND me as a real girl, i can say that my 'addiction' was the best i've ever had, since i learned to deal with it, i learned to handle it.

When i can work again, the first thing i'm going to do....recovering the 'damage', the second? what do you think.... ;)

Nothing to report...yet..

I travel a lot, by car mostly, i like it, but not for more then 2 hours...then i rather let someone else drive, a friend or cabdriver. Today i visited a friend in Amsterdam. The last time i saw him was a few weeks ago and since i had plans to see my father anyways, i thought why not make a quick stop at his place. Fortunately he was available, since he's always a busy man.
We talked about our lives,...and that my permit is still not valid.
And since the carnival i'm off the circuit for now...which isn't bad at all, i have a lot to do , but after this a break this long, starting up again feels like i'm a virgin. Like it's my first time again, i tend to forget the most simple questions or tasks, so this isn't that good for me at all.
Fortunately i recover very quickly, i pick up the routine very quick...and it's like i never left.

As my previous posts this is not going to be an usual blog, since i haven't worked in a while.

After my visit i'm on my way to my dad, as mentioned before, his health is in a critical situation, so i'm trying to visit as much as possible. I don't want to loose him, since we had not spend much time lately.

I had problem with keeping private and work a part. I do have separate phones, and email for both, still its difficult. And (new) girls can learn from this, don't use your work phone at all for private stuff, not even for a simple sms...and let no private contacts ever know your work number, otherwise its really hard to separate the two.
A problem i have now...and try to recover as quick as possible.
Here's a guide for starting a date, the security and risks...
To make a date go as smooth as possible, here is a guidance list:
1) ask your client what he wants (sex wise / incall-outcall / clothing)
2) figure out for how long he wants
3) and at what time
4) politely tell them about your rate (if they aren't starting about it themselves)
5) ask about discrecy, if you can park in front of his door and about clothing outside
6) and that you call him when you arrive, to verify it's still all ok
When you arrive at a client, take a quick scan...to make sure the hygiene and safety is ok and that he's alone (or at least not with more people then he said he would). Do your payments up front, do it polite and quick, this is the most awkward part of the date. after thats over make your security call (to your agent or friend), after that... just go with the flow...
The first impression is at the phone, a voice says a lot about someone, so if it doesn't sounds right, cut the phone call and go for another client. Safety first. The same when you arrive, the moment it doesn't feels right, turn around and go....

So again not much to report, but just a tiny message to say i'm still alive and that i work on getting my permit all that i can.
If anyone has an apartment free that i may use for my company, just for administration, the actual 'work' gets done elsewhere, please let me know....

For now..i have to find another hobby...or just keep on doing my current...

Escort, or real girl...

I've bin in the business for over 5 years now, and still enjoy doing it.
I can call myself an experience escort and love to share it with others. But...besides me as escort, i'm a real girl, with a real life...so why not share that as well, since i hadn't had any clients since last week, i cannot let my blog dry out....
As all working girls, i have an personal life as well and i know not to mix these up, as this is an escort blog, i would like to write about some of my personal stuff too. Just to show that beside i'm an escort, i live my life just as everybody else, and cope with the same problems in life as my neighbor or niece.

Since my security check last week i hadn't had a single client. Which wasn't bad, since i had my carnival celebration and visited my friends in B. In other words, had a lot to do in the mean time.
I'm still searching for a good location for my company, in Breda? Eindhoven? Or Tilburg? I have all the papers filled in, only thing left is my postal address.

This is my free day, i'll be helping out my friend with some work, so we can do something fun this evening. Go out and have dinner at an indonesian restaurant perhaps. See a movie? Or anything that is fun.

I have to do some groceries, fortunately the store is open till 9PM so i will do that later today, i'm very lazy today, as i just got from the shower, and still sitting half naked on my couch typing my blog...but hey, it's my day off.

For a few weeks now, i'm trying to make an appointment with my hair stylist. But until today i hadn't made an appointment yet. So thats still on my list. As a few other things...like getting my clothes to the dry cleaner, buy a new couch and let the repairman repair the damage to my roof...

Yesterday i got a call from my brother, saying he's worried about my dad. He asked my help to arrange the things for (and after) the funeral...
Wow...backup..
Since my parents split up. I haven't seen them much...and since i moved, twice...i don't have good contact with them. My father isn't in a good health, in other words, since a few years his condition is getting worse. Last week we heard that he needs surgery to safe him otherwise he wouldn't survive next month. So he will undergo surgery on his heart and arteries next week. So my brother called me and asked my help to pre arrange some stuff for, you know, when he's not going to make it. So tomorrow after another visit to my good friends in B. i will go and see my brother and father in Amsterdam to talk about this.
i will not get into very much detail about this, since it's my dad and this isn't information i can share with everyone, but still it's also part of my life...

This is a different kind of blog i usually post, bust since i had to cope with my personal stuff first, my escort stories are left a bit behind...but no worries when i'm back on track. i will write about the most juicy and exciting experience i have..but for now, rest and dealing with my chores.

One last job...

So after a horrible week for me, well, since last thursday. I had 2 wonderful clients last week, and some very nice photo shoots, since then...my week has bin empty. Until today.

I had a photo shoot all the way to DH. near the beach, with a nice photographer, that is still learning, very nice. The start went a bit slow, but after that we had some nice pictures taken.
When i drove back home (a 3 hour drive), i got a call from an enthusiastic man from near E. an appointment was made very quickly, time and place...but the strange thing was, he kept his wishes and fantasies in the dark...most clients tell me at least the basics...that was odd, but since i was on my way back, and had a busy day, i went for it.

After a nice dinner, my roommate made for me, i prepared for my next appointment. Took a shower, and put on some nice lingerie. After a 40 minute drive i arrived at his place. Where i rang his doorbell...only to find out something i didn't expected!

After we went upstairs, in what was like an empty / abandoned apartment, were 3 people were standing, i was told something that scared the h*ll out of me...

Apparently it was some prostitution security check, that every escort has to run thru in her career..as this had never happened to me, it was a bit of a shock (and a surprise, don't they check escort that well in Amsterdam?)...and disappointment of course...
Luckily i had al the papers they need (ID, my license number, social security number) i was confident, i'm doing this for fun, for the excitement for the money...not for a lover boy or pimp...again luckily they believed it, since it has the advantage of being true, i had nothing to worry about...except for one thing...my permit.
Since i moved to T. and left Amsterdam, i forgot to get my permit in this municipality (which i'm going to do tomorrow) Hopefully they accept me as an escort, otherwise i have to move again....*sight* (Eindhoven is still accepting escort so i've heard).
They told me to take down my advertisements and to take my site offline. Well the last thing i cannot do, since i have no idea HOW, the fist thing i can, and unfortunately, will do tomorrow morning...so no clients for the upcoming days/weeks thru ads anymore.
The last thing i want is trouble, so i will obey nicely, and hopefully getting my permit soon so i can work again! This is going to be hard for me...you don't take a birds wings away...thats just cruel.
After some questions and a little chit chat...i left...
They will check me again for sure, since i'm now on their 'list'. But next time, i will be ready! I always do my homework and i am very punctual..and hopefully after that they'll leave me alone for the next 2 years, since a permit is valid for 2 years.

How they work? well, they call you and make an appointment, but, they cannot get into very much detail about the actual date...like, his fantasies and wishes, or what he likes or dislike, or special clothing requests...that's why the phone call was kept so clean. Unfortunately i had to cancel some potential clients for this, but after a good photo shoot this afternoon, i was still satisfied and tired anyways! And another  thing, since i did make travel expenses, this IS going on my tax refund. So this didn't cost me a thing, fortunately.

It's good that they have these checks, since there is a lot of illegal escorting (and I'm not talking about working girls that do this just because they need food and pay the rent) I'm talking about those girls that do this job by force of a pimp or lover boy. And to single out and get those criminals. To keep our line of work as clean as possible!

So, basically; if the municipality doesn't give me an permit, then this is the 'end of the line'.... for now.

Hot and cold...

I had a very busy weekend, birthday celebration, photo shoots and clients.
Last summer i had this photographer from A. near Germany, that i had 2 shoots with, both outdoor and naked...just how i like it. In the warm / hot sun very comfy and both exciting.
After our last shoot he asked me if i wanted another shoot, and i said yes.

Now, 6 months later, he contacted my again. About a very exciting shoot near his hometown.
We made an appointment very quickly, and the next day i took the train to A. at around 8:30AM. Very early for me...almost too early. Luckily the trains i took didn't suffer much from the cold. From T. the train took about 1 hour to arrive at A. So at 9:36AM i arrived and the photographer was there already.

We drove a few kilometers and finally stopped in the middle of no-where. Where we got our stuff and walked a few hundred meters to our location...where i hesitated a bit to get undressed...but eventually, there i was, wearing only my snow boots...
And yes, i was indeed standing in a layer of snow, about 15cm thick. And a temperature, around -10 degrees...

Im didn't suffer much from the cold, since we had a lovely sunny day and there was almost no wind, but still, very cold.

We started shooting different positions, standing, on my knees, even on my back in the cold snow. That hurts...

But it was fun, we drove to another location, somewhere in a park by some frozen lake, where people, dressed in warm clothes, passed by and tried to pretend they didn't see us. Unfortunately the lake wasn't frozen enough to stand on, but still it was a very hot (and cold) shoot.

When i got home, there wasn't very much time to relax, since i had my birthday celebration later that day. Which was great, had a lot of nice presents and love from my family.

The photo's where a success, and he asked me if i wanted to shoot with another model...i didn't hesitate very long, since i like duo shoots. But, this model had something 'different'...that makes the shoot a bit more...challenging, so i will keep you informed.

For now, preparing for my trip to a friend where i will stay the night! And tomorrow i will have a nice photo shoot with a new theme..so to be continued!

Travel over 10.000 kilometers to see an escort...

I don't have many foreign clients (international clients). I had clients from Germany, Belgium, Denmark, Sweden, America....but not that often...unfortunately..since i like the fact they'r from a whole other culture .
Even tho escorting is quite the same in all the world. There are a lot of differences in clients from Holland and clients from other countries.

I love to learn the cultural differences, the view of foreigners about Holland and our culture. I had this client from somewhere (a lot) west from me...America.

We started quickly, did the formalities and we started to kiss very passionately and sexy. He had a clothing request, that i love to fulfill. Since i love clothes, especially the sexy kind.

After a few minutes of pure lust and sex, we even did a bit of anal. We laid down and talked a bit about our cultures and lives. Like i stated above, i love to learn new things, as i love to learn about other peoples lives.

And again, after a short break, we got loose again, had sex in different positions, and gave him my specialty, bj's and dt's.
Otherwise known as, blow jobs and deep throat.

We had fun, unfortunately when you'r having fun, the time flies by...so before we knew our 2 hours where over.
For these kind of dates, 2 hours is too short in my opinion. Despite it, i felt satisfied and fulfilled, till the literal meaning of that word...i drove back to Tilburg.

I just love my job!

Escorting, a job or curse...

Escorting is something most people don't agree with...it is not my purpose to glamorizing escorting but its just my view of the subject.

As an escort you get looked down upon, most people find it a disgraceful job.

Its ok for someone to sell everything he or she can to make some money, with the exception of your body in a sexual way. Why is it ok, for an construction worker to sell his knowledge and strength, or an wrestler to kick the *** out of his opponent , or a surrogate mother to 'sell' her baby...or adoption, and is it not ok, to sell your body for sex...

Most of the time, if you do it like me, its safe, sane and sensual. Altho its is considered the most dangerous job a girl can do, if you look at the risks most other jobs have, are far more severe.
Statistically spoken, most 'accidents' at work aren't from escorting...thats why you see stuff like this in the news often, it doesn't happen that much..
If accidents happen more often people just don't seem to be interested in it anymore, and just say, its a part of the job, just don't choose to do it, if you don't want to take the risks.

I know most of the escorts around here are forced by someone, a lover boy or pimp, but i'm not talking about those 'street' prostitutes. Not all can see the difference unfortunately. Like me, as an (high-class) escort, i'm very strict about my safety rules, and always have a backup.

This job is considered offensive, disgraceful and dangerous...since it comes to close to other peoples life...in relationships, marriage etc. But still it isn't different then selling your strength, knowledge or even your baby...

Tiny message, huge story...

So it's bin a while...bin busy with the holidays, private stuff and of course work.
About that last subject, last two weeks were wonderful, a lot of work and a lot of clients.
Sadly those good times come to an end...this week, altho just started, is a bit quite...had one client yesterday, an amazing experience, in an hotel in Eindhoven. Hotel dates are a different experience, as i stated before.
Today no clients so far...had some calls tonight, but..i need my beauty sleep too, so i'm sorry guys, i was already asleep.
Still stand by tho, but this is just one of those Tuesdays / weeks where there is nothing going on tonight...
It might have to do something with the christmas vacation / holidays...i have no idea.
When i was still working at Amsterdam, i kept track of my schedule (and nights)...

Monday's are the quite days of the week...(i guess they'r all hung up after an weekend / has other things on their heads)
Tuesday's are like monday's but without an explanation (most of the time it's probable because of availability of other escorts)
Wednesday's are average, sometimes 1 or more clients sometimes none...
Thursday's are active day's, just like the cafe's and clubs...
Friday's are busy day's...(celebration of the weekend i guess)
Saturday's are the best day's (since it's weekend and everyone want's some company)
Sunday's are the end of the week..everyone has to work and if you'r lucky you might have a client...

Thats about Amsterdam, since i moved here just...i do not have an active list of weekday's. I keep track, but i don't have enough workdays so far...update soon!

Christmas a time to ....

So, i've bin away a few weeks, had some personal problems i had to cope with....to list some, after this great experience i caught a cold...which in my opinion means a complete downtime in escorting...had some trouble with my roommate, and of course the christmas preparations...not that I'm really into christmas celebration but, yea my family does.

After this horrible cold...which i'm now completely cured from, thank god, i had some arguing about paying the mortgage and other financial issues, but i'm not going to bore you with that...
Unfortunately because of these circumstances i hadn't had many sexual experiences.

Im now driving with a friend of mine back to Tilburg, we had a great time with my family back in Amsterdam...had a nice christmas diner, and got some nice presents. Had visit a new residence from my eldest family member, she's moving in a couple of weeks...and we offered all the help she need for the actual moving.

When we get home i don't have much time to relax since we have to clean and tidy the house for tomorrow's visitors, the family of my roommate. Yippee..
Some nice people with 2 kids, i love kids....but you probably already figured that out..
Again not much time for sexual pleasure. But i will make that up next week, when i'm ready and fully operational.

We'r going to celebrate new year in Paris, with a friend of mine. He told me today he made a booking for that night in an apartment near the centre of paris. Thats going to be fun! We'r going next friday, since he has to work upcoming week..
i like celebrating new year..especially in a foreign country. A few years back i was in New York...and the year after in Thailand, Bangkok. Bin to London, Paris and Berlin, Madrid in the past with new years eve.

Not much of a story i usually post, but i'll keep in touch! Have a nice holiday ...with love!

Anal sex? Please give it to me..!

I've learned some new things today, as i do every day...but this...was different.

Yesterday i had this email from a guy and girl from Breda. They'r into S & M and love sex...like me, i didn't knew much about them, and vice versa. He said she called me, and later that day, she did, a very enthusiastic girl, i'd say, mid 30...with a lovely voice. Later i got her boyfriend on the phone, and made an appointment for tonight at 9PM.

So i got dressed and every hour that passed, this little tingling feeling in my belly grows further and further, was this an date i'd really really like?...little did i know!

I arrived at exactly 9pm at Breda, she, waiting on the front porch, letting me in their garage. It was in the center of the city, so not much parking space, thats where a private parking spot comes in handy.

She, even looking more gorgeous than she'd sound over the phone, was an girl, a bit taller than me, with a really nice smile..We walked to their front door, and i entered a huge apartment...(two floor, 3 bedrooms, large living room and a nice open kitchen...)

I entered the living room, where i met him, an tall hansom guy. He poured me a drink and gave me an envelope...which i took care of quickly. After some chatting we got (un)dressed for the occasion and layer down on the mattresses. The mood was already set by the correct music and some nice...adult movie's.

As we lift off, i more and more felt at home...like this is where i am supposed to be! NOT a feeling i get very often with clients..They let me discover the fundamental nature of BDSM and gave me an ultimate feeling of being a complete sub!

The evening started to get past 12 and a new day had come, but that didn't stop us from quitting...we 'played' the entire night!
 We tried different positions, blow jobs and deep throat, licking, spanking and penetration...and my very new experience: anal.

Anal, is something I'm completely new at, something for me to explore...and whats an escort without anal sex...exactly! We got some really good girl on girl action and some nice trio sex...with him and her on top, me bottom, where they licked my pussy and i rimmed him or her...
It was mind blowing!

After hours on end, we finally got a break from all the sex and blow jobs and anal penetration (which was lovely btw)...we got us some food and drinks...and after an hour we started our last chapter..

Turns out that she and me, are quite the same....well except that she has far more experience then me..because of the little age difference...we had the same history, the same sex drive, same interest in sex, same job! Yea same job, she was an escort too...
This was a date, where an escort visits an escort, really nice indeed.
They told me i was their first escort visit in about 6 months, so they don't do this very often, but besides that, it was a great experience on their hand, so they invited me back and told me I'm always welcome, for tea, shopping, just watching a movie, or some mind-blowing sex!

After dozens of orgasms, achieved by hand, tongue and penetration...we ended with him forcing himself upon me, anally! He first gave me an orgasm by his mouth and tongue, where i passionately kissed her. After that it was only a matter of time when he put his hard dick into my backdoor. I, again, came very very hard and loud...which was amazing. Simultaneously she had her orgasm, so don't say we cannot 'time' things!

At around 11PM, 26 hours later! we've fallen into each others arms, i gently lied against her soft and tender body, searching for some affection. I am not sure, but i think I see them more as a client...
They offered me to stay the night, but since i was already up for 52 hours, and was a bit confused about the offer earlier that day (to be friends)...i decided to go home.
I drove away in a silent drift, on a cloud, dizzy in my head and completely satisfied i returned safely!

I am going to contact them tomorrow, I'm not doing this often, most clients are just..clients, but this felt more then that, much more!
I know this is just work and clients and friends never meet!...but hey a girl needs friends, and what better friends an escort could have, then fellow escorts or people as crazy as herself...right?

Feeling like a virgin again..

Since a few days i've started escorting again. Had contact with my site manager, and asked him to get my website online  asap.
Im now completely settled in T. where i can pick my work from where i left it.
I started to advertise again and had my first client later that night...and my second...and third...

My first client...a nice man from R. it was an hour drive, but worth every kilometer. When i arrived, i did my regular checkup, clothing, ok, make up, check...good to go.

We started with a drink, he told me his apartment was still a bit messy, since he was about to move to another, bigger place...anyways, that didn't bother me at all of course, i enjoyed my drink and we took a hot shower, to get in the mood.
We then moved to the bedroom...were i had some amazing sex! We kissed, i gave him a bj, he went down on me...in other words, it felt like i was a virgin again.
Before i knew it, my driver texted me, the hour was over...and i returned home, satisfied.

On my way back a client texted me, a 24yo student, he was still a bit unsure if he could make a booking, since he was still at work...i told him, to call me when he was back at home...so he did.
I took a quick shower, got a nice set of lingerie, did my make up and as quickly as i could, drove to his apartment.
This client wasn't what i normally expect a client to look like, he was as young as me, hansom, and got some nice moves!
I enjoyed being with him, i felt something special,..maybe because of his age and the fact that he's still a student...i don't know.

We started with a nice french kiss, and in a matter of seconds we were lying on his bed, both our naked bodies touching...discover each others body...i felt his warm hands slide amongst my thighs and softly touching between my legs..it was only a matter of time that i felt his warm and hard ... in me.
We made an appointment for an hour, but i wished he booked me for longer...unfortunately i have to stay professional and after 70 minutes i went back zu house...

I took a quick shower, and fell asleep almost instantly...and slept like a rose...(altho...you know, roses don't actually sleep...just saying...)

Even better then sex....

It's bin 7 day's since i moved in my new apartment. Even had to cope with a flu in the first few days. So everything went smooth....
In between the unboxing of both my roommate and my stuff i even had 2 clients, more on that later.

The first day my roommate was already moving his stuff into our new apt. while i still was recovering from some kind of infection...food poisoning...?...i had to spend the first day at my parents house.
The second day i officially moved in to my new place. My roommate already furnished the place so i didn't need to bother with that.

We still needed a lot of accessories and kitchen stuff. So we'v bin to IKEA a lot these days.
I've experienced a whole different kind of excitement, even better then sex!
See, at IKEA you have to put the furniture together yourself, so imagine; 1 bed, 2 nightstands, 2 bookstands, 1 kitchen table, 1 living room table....thats a lot of 'exercise'! Along with my roommate, putting the stuff together, is even better then sex!

Saturday i had a client from Antwerpen. So from Tilburg it wasn't a very long trip. I took the 'Train Grande Vitesse' also known as the TGV to Belgium to arrive at exactly 2PM at my client.
I like the central station of Antwerpen, its a nice station...newly renovated i guess...

The 'date' went smooth, we had a lot of fun and time flew by. At around 5PM he brought me back to the station where my train just arrived. Crowded, since it was rush hour. But i got home safely and satisfied.

My second client was just the day after, it was a threesome with a nice girl from U. and a client from DB.
It was early in the morning, at 8AM, but was worth every minute. First we warmed up a bit, with some girl on girl action. And after 20 minutes he joined us, and before we knew, we were strangled with the 3 of us, forgetting everything around us.
After the date i got home quick, since we had an appointment with our municipality and needed to buy some new stuff for our house.

As i am very busy with unboxing my stuff and picking up my life where i left it, i hadn't had much time for my beloved clients, except for the 2 mentioned above...i'm very sorry, but the moment I'm settled here, I'm back in business!

Only 5 more nights...

Im enjoying my new phone, without it, i felt handicapped. Its my life, its my...everything.

Yesterday i had a day off, to get things straight for my upcoming moving. I bought some new clothes, yes this time without my shop assistant, and I'm proud of it!

Made some progress with my book, using my blog as my guideline, but need to seamlessly add the stories together.

Tomorrow i have an appointment in the Dorint Hotel, near schiphol airport. Still in 'negotiation' about the duration of the date....2 hours...3 hours...he still haven't replied.
I hate sms btw, i usually don't sms that much with clients, but with my new cellphone, its free (like free messages between blackberries)...the problem with sms is, that most clients try to get more and more by adding his wishes with every sms he sends...in the end you end up with a dozen wishes about a simple 1 hour date..and take a lot of your 'free' time...Warming up is good, but don't endlessly send text messages...
After 2 or 3, let him call you to confirm...

So whilst i wait, I'm going to get some moving boxes, a friend of mine has a pickup truck, so we can move my stuff in one trip.
I hate this...this is the least fun part of moving..packing....the hardest part will be packing my clothes and lingerie...since that is...a lot!
But hey, its cool to finally have an overview of what i have!

I have 2 friends that help me packing...and at the location my best friend is there too, so i have all the help i need!

Tonight i have an client at V. at another hotel...a late one, at midnight exactly, so I'm waiting for his confirmation.

In the mean time I'm writing this blog and having a late lunch at some dinner in the middle of town. Its a busy thursday...i like watching the people pass by, wondering what they'r up to...Amsterdam is a lovely city, multi cultural, all sorts of people...a lot of tourist! The red light district, where i met my friend V. that i talked about earlier. And another good friend that owns a toy store :)!
Anyone that reads this and is not from Holland, take this advice: Visit Amsterdam !:) you'll love it here!
Nice people, a lot to see (one of the greatest cities of europe where prostitution is, at a certain hight, legal!)

So I'm off to find me some moving boxes! And visit a friend of mine....

Different dates, different clients...

Allright, so there are few types of dates for an escort, in call and out call being the most used... car dates and hotel dates, dinner dates...I'm going to discuss these (with the exception of clubs).

The difference between in call and outcall:

In call simply means the clients visit you at your location (could be your home, or any other by you arranged place). You give the client an address, preferably in the vicinity of your actual address. And let him call you when he arrived...so you can give him directions to your location.
In call is in most cases the same price as out call...with the exception that you don't make travel expenses. But you need a lot more at preparation, cleaning the bedroom, living room, and bathroom...before and after your client visits you.

Outcall is a more easy way of escorting, since you don't have to be bothered by cleaning your house, and give away your address...but...you loose some security, by not being in your own home. And not knowing where you arrive. The only difference in price is that you make travel expenses, but usually the clients pay these expenses.
You ask your client if you can park...and if you need to call him or just ring the buzzer on his door. Check your location (and that means for every date) up front on google maps. Make arrangements on how you dress, formal, business, casual...be silent, most neighbors don't have to know about you.

Cardates, quick and...

Car dates are a bit different, they are quick, in most cases not longer than 15 minutes. A bit cheeper, and takes the least time at preparation. Most clients doesn't really care what you look like (clothing and make up) as long as you are decent.
The clients picks you up at a given destination, that could be the end of your street...(preferably not your home  address) and returns you there...
The same security rules apply, make sure someone knows where you are, for how long and let the client pay up front (just like any other date).

Dinnerdates, not about the sex!

Then dinner dates, i actually don't have much experience in the matter. Dinner dates are where you, as escort, are not actually there for sex or intimacy, but to look representable at your client side...at conference or ... dinners...or parties. You act as his wife, or secretary or...whatever he wants you to be.
In some cases you finish your date with some amazing sex, but thats not the entire point of a dinner date.

The most tricky....hotel dates!

Hoteldates, are like outcalls, but with the exception that you don't visit your client at his home, but....surprise, at his hotel room.
Here are some advances, you have a bit of security from the hotel...although, if actually something happens to you, in most hotels the staff doesn't know....until they actually check your room. Your client is at an foreign location too. If something happens most hotels are staffed all night, so there is always someone to help you.
The trick here is , being discrete...not all staff members need to know that you are an escort and uses their facilities to do your job.
Some hotels needs you to check in first, so they know how many people are inside....and you may even need to pay tourist tax...if you stay the night. Some elevators in hotels don't work without a room key....ask your client about that....if you forgot to ask, then make up some story about you forget to give your boss some files, and need to bring them asap, voila your in!
When you enter, locate the elevators, say hi to the receptionist, and walk in a decent way to the room.
Try to dress you as casual as needed for the type of hotel your visiting...if it is some simple hotel, you best not wear a fancy dress and high heels....if it is some 5 star hotel, you might want to dress a bit formal...since every guest there does it. The trick is to blend in.

For all dates apply the same rules, safety first, and be discrete!

How hard is it.......

So after a date with my dear friend i took a cab home, shortly after i left the cab, i realized my mobile phone was missing. When i turned around, i saw him driving away, and i couldn't stop him.
It was half past 4 already, so i couldn't ask someone to call my cellphone or anything.

One day later i texted the cabdriver, who didn't know anything about my phone...
I directly went to the authorities to report the missing phone, so when it is used again, they can block it. Or if it shows up on the cellphone networks...turns out that they only trace a cellphone for immediate emergency, can't blame them...

Point is...i lost my phone, and need a new one!

How hard could that be right? Finding the same phone, same model...(since i had a backup of everything on my computer, it has to be the same phone). I know the next model is coming this friday, but i don't need that...i need my own, lovely, little, black phone, that i caressed, took to bed, to the showers, ate dinner with.....*sigh*

Anyways..
I went browsing on second hand stores, only to find out that there are a lot of scammers around!

Texted a few potential sellers, but no reaction yet. Im definitely not a cheap*** but 100 new iPhone sellers everyday, and not one advertiser that could sell me one for a decent price?

I know i can just hop to the apple store and buy a new one, but i find that ridiculous...599 euro for a new phone, which is going to be replaced in 4 days? No way.

So the hunt must go on....

From friendship to hardcore SM

I met my friend at a bar tonight, we drank a lot! Met new people, a nice couple that does the design of my friends art gallery books.

Let me first tell you something about this friend, since i haven't got many friends, all my friends are very special to me, but some...i best let out of my blog. But this friend is really worth mentioning and with his permission i'm going to dedicate a blog-story to him!

R. is from Amsterdam, 36 years young at time of writing.
An old acquaintance of me brought me to an SM party a few years ago. He told R. he had someone special with him, an asian girl thats really into S and M.
At the party we started talking, about some very interesting and very similar interests, he is a D. and I'm a sub, he love asians and especially asians that likes pain for pleasure.
He told me he had a lot of experience in his life with asian and SM. He often makes trips to Bangkok, Thailand, and Tokyo, Japan. NYC, are places he visits at least once a year!

After the party i still didn't know much about him. But as time passed by we talked and talked about work.. he told me he owns a gallery and is into art, and know a lot of famous people (that are also into art)! So the more we talked, the more i realized this was far from an average guy from Amsterdam.
His gallery is famous in the entire world. people from USA, canada, scandinavia, russia, china all over the world come and visits.
He arrange openings from artist, which come from all over the world.

He took us to dinner to a famous thai restaurant at the Utrechtstestraat, near his residence. AT that point i realized, there was definitely a connection between us...a spark...we were on the same page the entire day! Which...almost...never happens to me, with someone i just met!

After dinner we decided to get some drinks (at the very same thai cafe i met him yesterday). The more we talked the stronger the connection became.

Unfortunately the day + night, was over before you know it, so i went home...he took care of us by ordering a cab (instead of the city transit).

And until today, i still love him, more as friends, we made an agreement we never step into an girlfriend/boyfriend relation, but it feels like one, when I'm with him!

As you read, this is one of my most special friends i have, he cares about me, loves me, and i return the same! For the years i've know him, he taught me some valuable lessons...(especially how to give a perfect deep throat) but of course other important life things too. He opened my eyes about relationships and boyfriends and the way i look into my future...how i can reach my goals the best way possible.

Anyway...back the story :)!
After some drinks an a few hours later, we got to his home. We took a cab, since he never travels otherwise....and he made some tea, his boyfriend was already at home, but he made way and got to the bedroom.
I felt at home, more then at my own home! I can stand where i want and (almost) do what i want.
I got undressed, as i usually do, he showed me a really cool sm toy he got, clamps in the form of magnets! Unfortunately my boobs weren't fit to wear these clamps...so he tortured them the old fashion way, while i got down on my knees and do what i'm best at! And give it him all the way!

I had an appointment today at Antwerpen, for an shoot, so i couldn't stay the night.
He gave me money for a cab and i went home....where something really bad happened to me....

A date to remember!

Yesterday was a....special day, i had a client that could actually fulfill my own wishes for a change.

A few days ago i got a call from a man from G. He had a special request for an SM date. The special dates I'm actually more driven in then the 'normal' dates i usually do.

So we made an appointment for yesterday at noon, i arrived a few minutes past...
He said he had a special space for this particular date. He gave me an address and i arrived at an dead end street, i like puzzles like these...with an destination unknown.

So i called him again, saying i was at the location. He gave me further directions to drive past a river...
I had to park the car and get out, with my head down and a straight position of my body, so he could look at me and check me out. (normally i don't give in to these orders, since i don't want to be looked at by 'fakers') He said to me he was going to pick me up, and i had to stay there and wait.
A few seconds later i felt his hands on my back and heard his voice, he told me to walk a few steps to his location.

I arrived at a somewhat...odd location for an SM date...but hey, I'm into weird locations for weird stuff!

We got inside and he showed me around, the living room, the kitchen, and...the playground!
He got us some drinks and we got to talk about today, and what will happen next!
After a few talks and we got to know each other we got to the playground...a HUGE place, with high ceiling and an amazing acoustics. We were standing in the middle of the loading bay of an container ship.
I felt at home already. And was anxious to begin!

He started with a simple task, to get out of my clothes, bit by bit...slowly so he could watch me reveal my body.
He checked me out from top to bottom, inside out! Had to crawl a bit on the harsh floor.
After a few times to the front and the back, he told me to get on a table , he tied me down, and went away. For what felt like hours...he finally came back. I couldn't see what he was holding, but it heard like something huge.

I heard him plugging something in an outlet, and shortly after i an hard and loud buzzing noise...so within seconds i knew what was coming to me.

He told me that i was allowed to cum, but only if i asked permission and not for another 10 minutes.
It started with teasing,, but what felt after a few minutes really like frustration! I needed to cum, and even after 8 or 9 minutes, he still played with me, till i reached the very end, and stopped...it was AMAZING!

I was already horny as hell when i arrived at his rather cool location, so this was a 10 minutes of complete frustration! After the 10 minutes i came immediately. But...i apparently didn't asked permission, so as a punishment he did this again but this time with 15 minutes of teasing, 5 more then the last time...
How could i be so stupid, not to ask permission.......or was i...

After 45 minutes of teasing and cumin (without permission) and punishment, my Master keep using me as his sex toy and f'ed me till the very end! It felt like heaven has opened their doors....

Around dinner time i returned to my humble 'residence du [...]' and i took the night of to recover!...
Until i called a friend and he invited me to have a 'drink' at his place....

A new job, a new world...tips for beginning escorts

For all you starters out there, here are some tips, well i already told you somewhere in  this blog how i started my career, but that's not the usual way to begin escorting....i can tell you.

If you have no friend for backup and no one to asked question to...here are some good advices..

As beginning escort you'll have to make sure you make the right choice, what will i become...incall, outcall, a club, maybe in the red light districts...thats a though choice to make. Independent or for an agency....

Agencies have the advantages that the clients you get are mostly checked and safe. You have a driver, and the safety from him as you enter your clients hotel room, or residence...
You don't have to do your own taxes and administration, well not for the federal tax reports at least.

I started my way up with an agency and skipped the part where i could have worked for a club or house.
The safest way to start is at a club or house, where you have an room inside the club and the owner and madam is right with you, you have security right around the corner, or better yet behind your door.
The clients are mostly regulars that are familiar with the club, newbies are taken care of, you can ask anything anytime, you have nice colleagues, at least thats what you hope for of course, but most of the other girls are nice, and knows exactly what your are going thru as first timer.
So that would be a good way to start your career, only downside of that, is that you have to give more then 50% away, the club mostly makes more money then you...but hey, it's always better than that part time job at the grocery store, right?

So after you worked there for a few weeks/months you can decide that you want to work, for an agency, or independent. I already described the pro's from an agency and the con's. But lets see what the pro's and con's are as independent escort.

First pro is the pay, you can keep your entire fee for yourself (well except for the mandatory tax pay of course). So you have in my opinion the highest pay rate as independent.
Secondly you can choose your own clients, you have little competition (except the advertisement competition with other agencies or escorts online). You can schedule your own work times and plan everything yourself (which can also be a con....for some of you).

the cons are, your lack of security and driver, most important in this work is security...make sure at least some one you trust knows about your work, and let them involved by giving him/her the task to observer you. The one that let you know where you are, when and for how long. Your so called, security call.
that person can also be your driver, but be careful with paying taxes, he cannot actually work for you...since in Holland you need licenses for employees as an escort. Since then you are become an agency.
Other important con, you have to plan everything yourself (which can also be a pro, if you like planning and gathering clients). And have no one to fall back to...if something fails (client didn't pay, client wasn't ready at time of appointment or whatever) you have to act alone...
Planning is utterly important...you can drive yourself to clients, but in my opinion its better to have someone drive you. Since traffic can really take a hit on your stress levels, which are...at some occasions are as high as possible...

Whether you doing in call or outcall is up to you, outcall is in most cases the easiest way, you don't have to thing of cleaning the bedroom and having to change the sheets after every client. Only downside is your lack of security of your own home...but at least the client doesn't know where you live.
Other downside, after the bill from march 2011 was accepted, all prostitution instances, have to have an registration and license...which is viewable by any one who request it, meaning that your name and address will be visible to your clients...Not giving in to this law can give you a fine up to a 1000 euro's a day. (assuming that you work full time, its still a lot of money!)

Fully operational; stronger and better!

Allright, so I'm started to work full-time again since yesterday. And that wasn't a bad timing, since that day i already had 5 clients in 2 evenings. Which is a decent score, if you ask me.

My first client was someone from A. he wanted a cardate, which i do not prefer btw. But eh...what the heck. Didn't quite went that well, unfortunately, but not because of me...but the location was all wrong, we ...wel...werent alone there....
The client after that was a quicky too. Not much to report on that, it was fine! Had a great time...and a better car than the previous :)!

So my third client was someone from B. A hansom man that booked me for 2 hours...of rough sex!
Just how i like it. We started with a glass of wine, actually i didn't even got to take a sip, the minute we sat down on the couch, we took our clothes off...he was already warmed and loaded, because of a nice porn movie that was on. So we skipped warming up and got directly to play.
After a bit of teasing down there, and some professional tongue work btw...we got upstairs to a , cosy and warm bedroom and a kingsize bed. Which was put to good use!
We tried different positions, 69, doggy style, missionary position...and a, for me new position.
As i said before, 2 hours are over, with the blink of an eye, so unfortunately the date came to an end faster then i hoped.

But i enjoyed it.

In the car back home, i got a message from a guy from P. since it was already a bit late (4AM) i went home, and said to him, we'll definitely meet tomorrow, i promise......

After i got home i went straight to bed, i was exhausted, but satisfied...watched an episode of Friends, my all time favorite...but didn't even got the intro song...

The next day i woke up, got ...well for me , breakfast...(for the record, it was already 2PM). Fixed me some coffee, i began drinking coffee since my stress levels from the past weeks were sky high...
Got a phone call from a client from Amsterdam, that was good, since i needed to rest a bit, so a client from close by, was a nice opportunity.
He picked me up and we drove to his place, actually a nice date, quick, but nice...half an hour... ( i don't usually do, like car dates, half hours...i charge by an hour...not less), but for everything an exception.

Then i got a call from W. He called me yesterday and wanted to meet at 10PM. It was an hour drive so i had plenty of time to figure out what kind of date i would make out if this one.
He asked me to give him a 'surprise' date...well, my favorite! Since then I'm in charge :) and thats how i like it.

So i arrived early, i called him, and he picked me up from his front porch. This date was supposed to be a surprise, it was....but not for him...for me! A client i would not forget soon...

We started talking about ... well anything in life. And as the time passed by we talked and talked...i saw the intelligence levels of our discussions fall like a dead bird in the sky...which...i liked actually! Finally a date i could be, myself !

We talked, laughed, made up (make believe) plans for taking over some country with just the two of us...as time flew by, so did our consciousness. It was actually a date i like...not that i don't enjoy a good physical sexual communication now and then, this date i could actually do as myself, not as Escort, but as me....

After a few hours i went back home, since my next client was already waiting at my front door...sort of speak. So unfortunately this date had come to an end as well...
But hey, i had some fun, and now...duty calls ......

Private time...

After a busy weekend, signing a lease for my new house, enjoying the sun (its october and it feels like summer!), my workweek has begun again.

Yesterday we went to Tilburg to sign a lease for my new house. We got up at 9AM, ate breakfast and took a shower, we left at approximately 12PM. It's a 1 and a half hour drive, so without any stops or traffic jams we would arrive at 1:30PM.
We had to sign 2 contracts, one of the owner and one for the lease (we'r going to sublease the apartment for 2 months, since the current renters haven't found a new house yet).
We checked everything for the last time and signed the contracts. At the first of november i'm officially moved from Amsterdam to Tilburg (for at least a year, that is).
After we the formalities we went to a few furniture stores to check out our new couch and bed, which has to be perfectly comfortable for both you...and me !

We have still 4 weeks to prepare everything, from getting new furniture to think about the decoration, to contact the local municipality for the taxes we have to pay to actually live on their ground...sort of speak...

I had only a few clients last week. So my income rate went down like a [....] in a fridge...but in the meantime i could take care of my body (went to the gym a few times) and had some private time...to get my act together. And of course the one thing i want to do since i began escorting, writing my own biography! So last week i started to write a novel about little old me :) hopefully i can get it to publish.

I emailed J. my manager, asked him if he could get the client rate a bit more down, since i'm about to have some busy weeks....

Allright, I'm off to my accountant, to discuss my....'figures'...

My brand new site

Is almost complete...

Today i was again with V. the man behind my site. Well of course along with his colleagues :)!
They finished the technical aspects of my site last week and we had to review and discuss the layout and the next step, the SEO progress. Where they make the site actually pop-up in google.

I learned to manage the layout myself for future edits. And made a list of google search terms and checked them twice to make sure they'r optimal.

In about 2 weeks or so, it will be finalized and ready to launch. But as exited i am i'll wait till i'm settled in Tilburg. For about 4 weeks from now. When we finally get the key to our house.

This morning i got a message from J. my manager that he had a client for tonight in Eindhoven. We'r still waiting for his approval for tonight. It's a regular date, a GFE....which I'm really good at btw!

So much to do, so little time...

Since a few weeks i get help from a guy from B. He gets me the clients, and makes the first contact with them.

A little overview of whats keeping me busy these days. (besides working)

I needed this help since I'm kinda in the middle of a moving...im going to live in Tilburg from the 1st of november. So this is a big step for me. My focus needs to be at the house searching instead of gathering clients...so J. is really helpful. I still get my client flow and have time left for my private life.

We found a house near Tilburg and really close to P's work. (about 20 meters across) A really cosy house, with everything we need. And a second bedroom for guests, or clients!
So finally i can do in calls now, I'm so happy!

Since i don't have a 'home' anymore, its hard for me to do my job the way its intended to do! So thats really hard for me now. Beside the clients from J. i don't have any new clients since weeks....but a sabbatical isn't the worst thing in my life now....is it...

A few days ago a friend called me. She has trouble with her relationship. And needed my help. Since i don't have many friends, I'm always there for her. She means a lot to me!
The way the relation is going is really hurting her...thus hurting me! But she's strong and only grows stronger after every encounter in her relation.
Hopefully they can get along and the relationship can continue without any troubles.
Being with her is reminding me of my past boyfriends...the things i learned from my past relationships are really helpful in helping her in her present relation! So I'm thankful for my ex-boyfriends for treating me like [...]!

Like a great greek guy named Archimedes once said: Give me a place to stand, and i will move the earth.

I now totally see what that means....

Timing couldn't be better…..

So i met this guy, from B. He contacted me by email…asking a somewhat odd question.
First i thought he was joking…but then he replied my email with some serious propositions.

I work merely alone, sometimes my driver helps me with my administration, but thats it.
I gather my own clients, keep track of them, sometimes drive myself to them…its all 100% me.
So this guy couldn't pick a better moment to show up. He asked me if we could work together, he, as my agent…me as…still me.

We exchanged messenger addresses and talked about the possibilities of a cooperation.
I've worked for an agency, they do everything, except the date itself. So i was used to just do the actual date, but not the administration and all of the above mentioned.
After we talked, he placed some ads on various sites and got some clients already.
Where i kind of 'fail' he comes in…since I'm not good in advertising.

I like my work very much, but the pressure of all the things you have to do beside your actual work date…it becomes a bit too much for me. 

Its still fresh….and i have to get used to it that someone else is taking care of my contacts….but we already have 3 new clients for this week, so besides my own clients, i now have even more clients..

Out of order...

Since last friday my life made  a complete one-eighty. I stopped advertising, and started to work on my social life a bit..untill...

Saturday i had this busy day, clients here, quickies...when i got a call from a photographer from near Utrecht. He asked me about my experience as a model and asked how far i would go...
So we made an appointment for that evening, he knew a distant location in an abandoned building.

I like these locations, industrial, abandoned, full of art on the walls...alot of rubble around...
So we started shooting and did an erotic type of shoot. The ones i like. Not naked, but erotic...suggestive, where you can see parts of my, but the intimate parts are left out.
I stripped down, while he took photos...undone the buttons of my blouse, one by one. Slowly showed my bare shoulders, bit by bit.
Took of my skirt, showed him my warm and fragile body...slowly letting my skirt slip down my legs, left him there, showing just the sides of my legs and body..wanting more and more.
I turned around i a tender and sexy way, still showing just the shadows of my intimate parts...

After a nice striptease i walked towards him, saw what i only could recall as a warmed up and as horny as   f*ck, photographer that wanted my entire body just for himself...I started teasing a bit more, bend down and got on my knees...let my soft and small hands feel his masculinity...moved my lips to it, licked it a bit in a teasing way...gave it a kiss and got back on my feet and walked away from him.
He, still wanting me more and more...and a bit frustrated...followed me back to the room where our stuff was....and couldn't keep his feelings (and more...) inside...and started to kiss me! This was my call, i went down on my knees again, and took his hard .... in my mouth and started to suck on it! Harder and harder!
He, cumming in my mouth, deep, in my throat...i got back on my feet and laid down on the (half broken) stairs there was, he got between my legs and started to lick my...hard!
In a matter of minutes i came...again, hard!

So we went upstairs and took some more pictures,...since thats what i was hired to do in the first place.
The results, i might add, are a bit interesting...but my judgment: please hire me again for one of your hot photoshoots!

From 0 to 100 in 4 years...

I started my escort life with a client i got from a friend. She gave my first client and he took my virginity away...i started as a high class escort, otherwise known as companionship. It was wonderful, a nice hotel, with a nice and hansom young man, loaded (new money, apparently he does business in stocks and banks)
He showed me the way around the escort world, and was really good in bed too.

After a night full of erotica and romance, i texted V. the friend behind all this, and said i wanted this to be my full-time job...little did i know...

But, with my experience this was only a dream...a dream many girls have, and not going to get...
I started my way up, by asking a friend to build me a website, and asked V. everything there could be asked about this job. I got myself a second cellphone and started to advertise here and there.
My first clients were some blokes from Amsterdam, that wanted car dates and bj's...since i had no alternative, i wasn't in the opportunity to say no...

A few months i did 'quickies' and some low class escort clients...here and there, not much money involved either... Did side jobs, as cam girl and even worked as a taxi-driver from time to time...just to make enough to pay the bills at the end of the month. I worked my way up the rankings and climbed bit by bit..
Even did a bit of porn in my past years..(and still do, sometimes)

Until i came across an agency, an agency from Amsterdam that did high-class escort, the kind of class i got my first client from...so i took this opportunity with both hands and worked as a high class escort with high class clients and high class hotels! My dream came true....

I got clients that took me to clubs and restaurants, VIPs, did dinner dates, stayed the night at the most prestigious hotels, traveled to berlin, rome, paris, even NY city...
Even so...the pay wasn't quite what i expected...after taxes, fee for the driver,...working for an agency is almost as hard as working independent. You cannot pick your clients, you have to give like 40% of your fee away, not always the 'human' treatment you deserve...not what i had in mind after the first client i got from V....

After a few months of high class, i worked my way up as independent escort, not that high class anymore...but better pay and more clients...a little more risk, and no one to fall back too (as with an agency) taking care of my own administration and driver.

I like working with high class standards, till today, i still do....

A different type of client...

So tonight i met this driver, he, as my own driver, takes escorts from and too clients..he wanted a date, but could not receive girls, so he picked me up at my address and we drove a bit to a remote location.

I normaly don't do 'quickies' but hey, what the ... right?

He brought me back home , and gave me his card (actually the card of the company he's working for) he offered me a job opportunity....since i work independent, it has no advantage for me to work for a company, but...it's worth considering, since they do companionship too...(which i prefer the most in escorting)

More then i can handle...

Today i had an appointment with an hansom young man from G. New to the world of escorts and i felt honored being the one allowed to take this opportunity.

He wanted to make a porn movie, home made, as i used to make...so after a few shots, he hesitated, a bit nervous, so i calmed him down a bit, and we moved ourself from the living room to the bedroom.
Where we had amazing sex! He was totally calm and didn't even notice the camera anymore, so the shoot and the sex went smooth. After a few hours of sex, we took a hot shower together.
I left his house at around 4:30PM.

On my way back a really good friend of mine called me.
She and her boyfriend have a relationship for over a year now, and have their ups and downs...but lately, they only have their downs...so this completely takes over her life...
She, still crying, asked me to meet her at Den Haag. To do something fun and eat something...(because of this, she haven't ate in like days....)

A few minutes after her call, a client called me, if i was free tonight...you know, i hate to say no to clients...it happens too often now...the client, completely disappointed, hung up...left me with a sad feeling.
The one day you screaming for work and clients...the other, you have to choose...
But this wasn't a hard choice, if i have to choose between friends or work...

Photoshoot from a pro...

Yesterday i had this photoshoot, unlike other shoots i was nervous about this one...

A few weeks ago i met a photographer from Utrecht. A really nice man with an professional attitude, just the way i like it.
He made some photos of me for his own portfolio...and after the shoot, i asked him if he could shoot the photos for my new website, so in trade of my honorarium, he gave me a photoshoot.

I was fully prepared, like i am for every shoot in my life. But this time everything had to be perfect. No flaws...
He picked me up at 8:30PM and we drove to his studio, where he showed me some previous work he'd done a few days ago with another escort...and i was stunned. That were the results i was looking for myself.

So we quickly setup the studio and i got dressed in my newly and just bought lingerie.

We took a lot of photos and in all different positions, on a bed, on the ground...lying, standing, kneeling...
I like working with him, he's a real pro...
We planned 2 hours for this, but as i know from my work, 2 hours fly's by when you'r having fun...so i booked another hour, in total 3 hours of photoshoot and retouching.

After 2 hours, we jumped behind the computer and he did his 'magic'...the retouching of the photos...
He even told me that he like 'us' escorts the most as models...since money isn't an issue and all we wants are the best results...at like...al cost...and he's absolutely right (at least about me).

So after an hour watching and giving directions of how i want it...we had 8 pictures completely retouched and as i want them to be!

The results will be shown on my new website! So be patience...

Fun in the dressing room.....

I had a free day so far, decided to go shopping for some new lingerie and some new shirts...
As i mentioned earlier, I'm not good at shopping...not good at al...always need store assistants or my personal advisor..or a good friend...anyways, i left the house with a bit of confidence this time..

I arrived at the city center 10 minutes later, 5 minute walk plus 5 minutes by our wonderful transit system in Amsterdam...

I decided to go to the lingerie store first...i have a photo shoot this evening so i need some new stuff.
Asked the nice store employee if she could advise me in what to pick. After a few tries I managed to get some nice sets together. So happy as i was i head for the counter and payed...she told me that i had almost saved 100 euro's on my member card so the next purchase i could get a discount...

Next store, for a few more shirts...not for the shoot tonight, but for every day use.
I also needed a legging for my appointment for thursday....more on that later.

Took a few shirts (as i told before, a few shirts means...almost half the store)...as there should be 1 item that fits me...

Got undressed, looked at myself in the mirror....slowly turning around, so i could see my back.
Thinking of the new lingerie sets i bought...fantasizing about showing it to my nice clients...

One after the other try, but no success...until my last two tries...like they said, last but not least...both fits me and are nice enough. So again as happy as i was back at the lingerie store, i am now...with my newly owned clothes i left the store and headed back to my home....not much time to relax as my next appointment was in about 3 hours...

Shopping; fun or ....

I like shopping, in my spare time i shop a lot. Especially clothing for clubbing or of course, lingerie.

But over the years i've been doing this work, i never felt confident while shopping...i never know what to pick or what to choose...colors, types or size...
I usually run through the store, getting everything in range and be the first at the dressing room...still wishing SOMETHING in the big pile of clothes must be the ONE.....i put on the items, one after the other...looking at myself in the mirror, even find the guts to come out of the dressing room...looking in the big mirror in the main entrance.

I always find myself ending up frustrated and disappointed in the end...and hanging all the items back in the store...

So you see, i really need a fashion advisor...whether its a boy or a girl...friend or professional...i can't shop without. And its bin a few weeks since i bought new clothes, so i really need a new wardrobe.

Im not unsure of myself, on the contrary...i like my appearance. And want people too see it...
But when i enter the store, and leave without any items bought...it's a pity....

Watersports....

A new week has begun...new clients and appointments....new events and stories yet to come.

So today was a quite day, i left Limburg and trade it for this wonderful Amsterdam.
I was contacted by a man from Amsterdam who wanted a regular girl, for a trio. So i made an appointment this noon at Leidscheplein. We talked a lot, about our sex life and a bit about my new website.
It turned out we have a lot in common, same list of things to do...same list of things we done.
Similar interest in BDSM...he's a D and im a sub, so i see possibilities there.

Saturday i had a client...a client that likes a special type of girls...girls that go beyond the boundaries of others...
He called me today and asked me if i want to repeat the date from saturday.

At home i took a shower and prepared for the upcoming date. Texted my driver and he picked me up at around 9PM. It was a 15 minute drive so we arrived a little early.

I called the client, to let me in his apartment and went to the third floor...texted my driver that i was ok and we went to the living room.

He undressed himself and i started to give him a deep throat blow job...something I'm, in my opinion, really good at!

After a good bj, he told me to sit down on my knees and open my mouth wide..after a few seconds i felt a warm and steady stream of water entering my mouth...and dripping over my body.
I drank, what was like, a few glasses of this water

I love watersports, i've bin drinking urine since I'm a little girl...i like the humiliation it give when someone does it too me..but not all men can do it, if it doesn't feel right, you'll never have the chance again..
...its heavy, but after a good deep throat, it leaves your body the same way it entered....

At home i took a nice hot shower.. I'm tired, and going to bed...satisfied and fulfilled....

The next day...

After the negative experience with the last client i took a little break...wednesday i took the day of, to relax a bit an get my thoughts together

I gathered the courage to advertise again and got a next client quite fast. A nice man from near Leiden.

We made an appointment at 9PM for an hour. A nice and sweet young man. Someone who respect me, someone who listens too me.
I left my driver at his girlfriend and went by myself. The thought of the weirdo from last day still with me, i found the confidence to go by myself...since, hey, the change it'll happen again, is minimal...right?

So when i arrived i called the client on his cell. He said to be quite for the neighbors and head to the 3th floor of the building.

After a wonderful evening i headed back to Amsterdam. Satisfied and relieved...

The next day i had a photo shoot planned with a photographer from Delft. We emailed a while ago, and decided to plan a shoot at friday for 1 hour. It was an erotic shoot at his studio.
We are both experienced what resulted in a smooth and quick shoot. We still got time left and decided to make a short movie of me....playing with..me...
Time flew by as we had much fun doing this....and after an hour he brought me back to the station in Delft where i got a phone call from a friend of mine, if i wanted to meet her at Den Haag. So i took the train back to Den Haag where i met her at the station an hour later...

My next appointment...

So i took the train back to Den Haag HS. A station near Den Haag Central. He sounded really sweet and enthusiastic, like me...and i threw away 6 years of experience and trusted him at once...not asking the quite standard, questions...like for how long and what are you preferences and deepest wishes...if he was ok with  my rates...

I arrived at 5:30 PM...called the client and met him near the transit systems next to the station.
The first contact he, held me tight...a little too tight...and french kissed me,...not my type of first contact...
We walked to the bus, and waited, he still holding me, like if he let me go, i would run...he kept me tight to his body. And kissed me again and again and again...i said that this was quite unusual for a first 'date'.
And told him to listen to me, that i don't want that kind of contact in front of all those people...

Half an hour later we were at his residence, which was, far from complete...no kitchen, living room was a mess...so ok...i've seen worse i thought.

I don't take cheques, always cash and up front. Thats the rules! But this guy...he always payed girls by cheques, he said...look I'm not a bank or a agency.

So he made something to drink and told me that after the drink he would get the money from the ATM.
Meanwhile he still trying (and succeeding) too kiss me and got his hand between my legs and even managed to get inside me....while i clearly said, first to pay. So again i made my boundaries very clear to him...and still he didn't listen...

After another try, i escaped his grip and got up, took my things and said he's going to pay me the first hour, since i was already an hour with him.

On the way to, what i thought the ATM, he told me he's not going to pay me...since i never did what he wanted...and the first half hour at the train station, didn't count.

I told him that i already texted my driver and that he was on his way....which upset him and he attacked me...and threatened to throw away my cellphone if i call the police...

After a struggle, which i could'v never won...i got back my cell and called the police..

Today I'm going to report this too the proper authorities, hopefully they can end his way of treating escorts or any girl for that matter.



So girls, and anyone who reads this, safety first! If it feels not right the first moment, get away! Run...or get to safety somehow....

A day never to forget...

Yesterday i had a client near the Belgium borders. A nice man, mid 30. He contacted me by email and we called each other on monday to confirm the appointment.

A very sweet man with a good sense of humor. We had an photo shoot planned, with the option to have sex while being photographed.

Since it was such a long drive, i left my driver at home and chose to travel by train. 2hours and 15 minutes later i arrived at station Goes. Where he picked me up and we drove another 45 minutes to his residence.

We broke the tensions immediately by telling funny anecdotes and a joke here and there.
After we arrived we checked out the place, turned out he had a jacuzzi and a huge swimming pool in his backyard. 2 bathrooms and a large bedroom, with....a waterbed, more on that later.

So we made some pictures. And i slowly undressed myself, gave a very nice striptease, showed parts of my body, inch by inch, until i took of my dress, and was standing in front of him in a nice red g-string and equally colored bra.
After a few shots, i slowly undid my bra, still hiding whats underneath, and my breast still covered with my arm i threw the soft silk lingerie in a teasing way, to my cameraman and hansom client.

...i had problems keeping my professional attitude since he made me laugh after every photo taken.
After a few photos he wanted to try to take the next step.

I slowly undressed him...and he stood there, bare naked in front of me. Me still naked from the shoot. I started to massage his warm and already in upwards position, large piece of equipment.
After a few minutes i gave him a bj, he never forget!

We got downstairs to the bedroom...i never had sex on a waterbed, never fantasized about it, but wanted to try it and feel , if any, difference between a conventional mattress.
So we laid down and made ourselves comfortable..and had wonderful sex! I came several times...
Btw, for those wondering why i cum while with a client, is because i just don't care about that 'rule'...I think it's an advantage to the situation and gives the client a good feeling about a 'job' well done.
So if you see the possibility to cum, do it!

After a few times, the time was up...and we got dressed again. He brought me back to the station and i got another call from a man from Den Haag....not knowing what my day would bring...

Visiting germany....

Im in a car with a friend of mine, we just ate a late lunch. We'r on our way to Germany, too some friends of him. With two amazing daughters, i adore them very much. They'r like sisters too me, like best friends...

Earlier this day we checked out a car dealer, i'm thinking of buying a new car, so me and my driver can travel in style from now on.
 The nice salesperson told me about the cars advantages and , if any, disadvantages. I asked him if i can make a test-drive in it...and he told me that he get 5 new cars shipped from Japan by monday next week. So next week I'm going to visit the dealer again...to be continued.

I have no new appointments this weekend, so I'm still a free girl. Going to visit a friend tomorrow, i borrowed his house key and accidentally left my shoes there...so I'm going to pick them up later....

My site architect called yesterday, asked me if he can start designing my site...i asked a few questions and gave 'green light'. So in about a month or so, i have a brand new site...ill keep you informed!